I never thought I would take this step but sometimes things happen in your life that kick you in the butt and make you have a good look at yourself. Writing […]
Introducing a “1M”
Who’s in the Mirror
As I stared blankly at a wall I tried to wrap my head around the question the doctor had just asked me, “When was the last time you were happy at work […]
A Compressed Mind
Ping…..it was 2am on Wednesday the 4th of May 2016 . My eyes opened but I couldn’t see a thing. The room was pitch black, I had the hot sweats and panic […]
Back to the Past
When the police station door closed behind me it was like my whole world changed. For whatever reason everything that had been driving me nuts for months suddenly vanished from my thoughts. […]
Finding “Mike”
All my worldly possession’s were now in a basic sports hold-all. All my belongings had been delivered to Auckland and I was now one of those people living out of a suitcase, not […]
Déjà vu
The officer reached inside and pulled the keys out of the ignition. It was now that I realised that I was the subject of this police call-out and I now had to […]
A cuckoo or not ?
Previous Post: Deja Vu I was now on my own. The only company I had now was my thoughts and the silhouettes of the nurses and doctors as they walked past […]
Depression…..”I do”
Previous Post “Cuckoo or not” Our plane arrived in Auckland on Friday the 6th of May 2016. We were met by my step- daughter-in-law to be (don’t go there its too complicated) […]
“My own darkness”
Previous Post…Depression…I do !! It was Monday the 9th of May 2016 and the excitement of the last few days had subsided to the point where I was now in an unusual state […]
“A lunatic heading for the asylum”
Previous Post: My Own Darkness On Tuesday the 9th of May 2016 I had my first visit to the Mental Health Crisis Team. I had no idea what to expect…I had visions […]
One Flew Over the Policeman's Nest 
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