This morning I was very anxious. Katrina was going to be out all day and then going out for the night so I had 12 hours on my own. I visitors coming […]
60 year old with 39 years in the job....
Previous Post “Cuckoo or not” Our plane arrived in Auckland on Friday the 6th of May 2016. We were met by my step- daughter-in-law to be (don’t go there its too complicated) […]
The first step for me !!
Now I’m no psychologist, I have had no training and I don’t profess to be an expert in anything. This is my own story and these are my own thoughts and steps […]
A cuckoo or not ?
Previous Post: Deja Vu I was now on my own. The only company I had now was my thoughts and the silhouettes of the nurses and doctors as they walked past […]
The officer reached inside and pulled the keys out of the ignition. It was now that I realised that I was the subject of this police call-out and I now had to […]
All my worldly possession’s were now in a basic sports hold-all. All my belongings had been delivered to Auckland and I was now one of those people living out of a suitcase, not […]
Back to the Past
When the police station door closed behind me it was like my whole world changed. For whatever reason everything that had been driving me nuts for months suddenly vanished from my thoughts. […]
A Compressed Mind
Ping…..it was 2am on Wednesday the 4th of May 2016 . My eyes opened but I couldn’t see a thing. The room was pitch black, I had the hot sweats and panic […]
Who’s in the Mirror
As I stared blankly at a wall I tried to wrap my head around the question the doctor had just asked me, “When was the last time you were happy at work […]
Introducing a “1M”
I never thought I would take this step but sometimes things happen in your life that kick you in the butt and make you have a good look at yourself. Writing […]